My own World Peace
I finished "My Own World Peace" collection already in November 2021 and started to share it with the World. But suddenly something inside of me was whispering that it wasn't the right time yet. My mind was arguing a lot but I still trusted my inner voice and stopped sharing this collection. And waited for the right timing.
I feel that the time is now. Even though my mind says that our world goes through too challenging times to share a dress collection but my heart knows that Peace is something that we need the most right now. Inner peace. Our own world peace.
Now I understand that "My own World Peace" collection was born to support our world and women in rough times. It helps to stay in the center. In the middle of chaos. With inner peace. Trusting our own guidance. Having the courage to go through everything. Speaking our own truth and accepting others. Understanding and accepting metamorphoses around us and within. Standing in the center of the battlefield and sharing love and light. Creating our own World Peace.
The Queen of Peace
I am the creator, keeper, and protector of my kingdom. It is my kingdom of peace, love, truth, trust, courage, equality, acceptance, understanding, forgiveness, beauty, harmony, abundance, balance, commitment, loyalty, respect, responsibility, and presence.
There is only one rule in my kingdom - and that is free will.
We are constantly escaping from our daily lives to the feast, from ordinary to extremes, from matter to spirituality… But how to find gratefulness and celebration every single day? How to bring divinity to practicality? And how to turn our daily lives into an endless magical adventure?
It’s just a belief that it is possible.
And living in that faith.
Speaking my own truth and accepting others
Absolutely every single person comes into this world to get totally unique experience, into totally unique being, truth, and form. To think that some of us are more perfect than others or that somebody's religions and truths are better than others are illusory judgments. Whatever externally created visual, intellectual, or religious norms create only rift into our inner and outer world.
Feeling that I am wrong…. Really?
I am speaking my own truth and accepting others.
I am perfectly unperfect.
I am totally unique myself.
I am the Light
I am a sparkle. A shimmer. A beam of light. I illuminate everything and everywhere. I bring clarity. Truth revealed. I crack the illusions. But I can come only where there is courage. Courage to see. To see through the play of my own inner demons and this is the way I can change the course of this game. Now there are my rules. And my new rule is free will.
I stay. Here and now. Centered. Even if there is a storm all around me or a fight, I just stay. In full presence. Observing. I dig my roots deep into the ground, sensing my center and connection with the Universe. I can feel the storms roaring around me, but I don’t go along. And I don’t fight. I just keep my center in this vortex… And suddenly I notice that I have become deeper. Stronger. More spacious. And these storms don’t touch me anymore. And I just stay.
I am the warrior who persists. And not because I went into the external war and defeated illusory enemies with my sharp sword. The real war happens inside of me. And even the enemy is inside of me. My own inner demons - illusory beliefs, thought patterns, pains, dark corners, places I don’t want to look. All based on fear. Stamping these shadows as bad is provoking the battle, fighting against them the war itself.
But I realize that actually I have a choice to go beyond this “fight, flight, or freeze” mentality. Stand boldly in the middle of the battlefield and realize that everything I’m fighting for is not from this present moment or even connected with me. I have been reacting by the fear of pain that has happened to me long ago or I carry this fear within collectively. Seeing it through allows me to start choosing love instead of fear. Start spreading love in the middle of the battlefield. And the battlefield disappears.
I don't know exactly where I’m going. But I know that I’m on the right path. At the crossroads, I take a moment and listen to where my inner compass guides me. And whatever path I choose, that choice is always right. There is no need to doubt that maybe another way would have been better. Doubt is one of the greatest enemies in ourselves.
Yes, I can always stay put or go back, and usually going back feels safe. A place where I can gather myself and start again.
But forward is still forward. And even there’s a thicket or holes on that road, it doesn’t mean that it’s the wrong way for me. Vice versa. These thickets are the gates. And the gatekeepers are my own fears and inner shadows. I don’t have to get stuck on these gates, I don’t have to choose another road or go back to my safe zone. If I have enough courage to face my own inner demons, not only the next paths will appear for me, but whole new worlds.
I have the courage to face the end and I know that the same moment is already the beginning of something new. Death and birth go together. We live in infinite cycles of life and nothing in this world is eternal. I realize that the only thing that is certain is continuous change. Being stuck in a moment causes me suffering and the only solution is to simply accept the change and melt into the present process. This is now. And the next moment is already different. I’m on an endless metamorphic journey. In every breath of mine and in the existence of the whole Universe.
Self-worth starts from me. Where do I position myself for myself? Am I important to myself? Do I value my energy, time, and desires? Or do I constantly value others' needs more than mine?
What is really important to me? What do I want? What makes me happy? What makes me shine? Am I offering it all to myself, or am I still waiting for someone else to do it?
The world reflects back exactly as I feel about myself. So the only way the outer world would start valuing me is to value myself.